Forbidden love

There's someone special.
a special someone,
that lies in my heart.

Is it love?
or just a tiny weeny crush?
it can't be love.
it can never be.

How can it not be?
Love is free.
Love is to be shared.
Love is everything.

So why am i feeling this way?
I hate this feeling.
I never want to feel.
I never want to feel your love against me.

It's not a sin.
It's never a sin.
It's not wrong to have a crush on someone.
It's not wrong to love someone.

I just want to be alone.
It's not that i need you.
I need you as a friend,
nothing more than that.

I can't be with you.
It's not that i don't want to.
I'm just not ready.
Can't you see?

Thank you.
Thank you for loving me.
I tried.
I can't bring myself to it.

I'm not sorry about it.
But I'm guilty about it.
I am your forbidden love.
So please, stop loving me.