It is always the memories that haunt us time after time
for everything bad it tears us up inside
some so bad we just cant move on
some thats been haunting my dreams for was to long
it keeps you in the same position
afraid it will happen again its only fates decision
the fear of it happening again
remembering how it felt
from the tears that came from your eyes
and your cover up was just more lies
it kept you locked up for so long
unable to break free live this life and only move on
it happened again and again
oh god this just isn't fair
why me and why not them
I'm already broken I'm already scared
give me time to recover
or better yet
let me forget
if it happens again you start over new
all these feelings you feel when it happens
there is no getting used to
every time it hurts and every time it breaks you inside
you say your fine but guess what
its only another big fat f**king lie
you look back on the day and you think of what would have prevented it
every word you said wrong
and the thoughts go on and on
you never accept you cant turn back time
change everything that happened that night
just face the truth have another cry it don't matter god shows no mercy in this hell of a life
