Drunk and weary, scarred and scary
Seduced by the green-lit fairy
Now I am wand'ring a dark road
Due to the stories that are told
Fear is what I have to carry
Feeling blind to get behind
This harsh storm that's in my mind
Try to catch a thought in view
And to calm down what's not true
But that way is hard to find
So I have to fight
Fight my own demons
Maybe in this night
It is my last season
And tomorrow, I can borrow
One more portion of this sorrow
And when the walls are closing in
The air grows thick, my breath gets thin
No rhythm my heart does follow
Night has gone, I see the sun
Sitting outside - nothing's done
So I'm here and I do think
Where's my trigger, where's my link
Long ago it has begun
So I have to fight
Fight my own demons
And this year I might
Have my last season
Must do double in a trouble
And my thoughts - caught in a bubble
Still I endure this race of life
And everyday does more deprive
Till it's all a heap of rubble
One more day, I'm letting stray
But I want to go away
They will follow - dread-some thoughts
Still a web of fear has caught
Me so that I must obey
But I have to fight
Fight my own demons
Maybe in this life
I have a good season
