Dad; TRUE STORY

Dad...i knew something was wrong until mum told me you had cancer then i realised my life was turning DAD THIS POEM IS FOR YOU...LOVE YOU DAD SO SORRY I COULDNT HELP BUT I WOULD HAVE GIVEN MY LIFE TO YOU;

Im so sorry i couldn\\\'t help
me and mum are suffering now
I wish you were here
I wish you were near
But you\\\'re know where to be seen
my life is now so dim
im scared im lonely
what can i do??
i remember the days you took me to the zoo
i loved it when it was just you and me
i loved your hugs your kisses your smiles
Dad u and mum r my number 1 your my hero\\\'s
there is so much to be said
but ive lost my chance
your gone
your dead
if only i knew what was happenin i could of helped
i realised now that the saying is true
bad things happen to the good
i know u shouted when i went wrong but that is because you cared for me and im thanking you but dad without you my life is incomplete
i wish it was me taking your life not you
you didnt deserve this
no, dad you really didnt
DAD your my number 1
my favourite person....
I hear mum crying in her room
i go in and comfort her and we cry hugging together
it feels like a routine we\\\'ll be doing forever
dad i know you would want us to be happy but dad thats impossible
i hope your looking down and dad please dont cry just be happy i havent taken my life.....yet

**TRUE STORY**
~FOR THE BEST DAD~
**DIED 14/11/2005**