The Night ( Part I )

To Robert Buchanan, 10-16-05

It's hot but cold,
It's wet but dry.
I want you to hold.
Please, don' make me cry.

You said you love me.
You said you miss me.
You said you need me.
Yet,... I don't believe you.

The wind blows gently ,
Tangling things around me.
Tears falling to the ground,
Wishing you were around.

The full moon shining down .
I can hear only one sound,...
My hearts breaking, shattering.
I just wanna stop breathing.
But, Why would you care?...