I don't understand
Why it follows me
This little black cloud
On my head
I don't understand
Why it likes me so much
Why it makes me wish
And plead i was dead.
I don't understand
Why it spites me
This tunneling hole
That I'm in
I don't understand
How i can't climb out
And why this game won't let me win
I don't understand
Why you hurt me
How you get pleasure
From my pain
I don't understand
How you can laugh;
If I'm making you feel the same
I don't understand
Why i keep crawling back
To be pushed away
& thrown to the floor
I don't understand
Why i keep going back
When you just hurt me more and more
I don't understand
How you smile
And laugh when i
call your name
I don't understand
Why you keep wanting me
If my tears
Are becoming your rain.
