Friendz 4-ever

When I met you, I thought we’d be friends forever. a best friend is hard to find. I thought I had found one. Now, four years later, I’m finding I was very wrong. Everyone thinks my life is like a story, things happen I get over it and that’s the end, I'm happy again but how wrong they are. I’m losing my best friend, not to death, even though I sometimes wish it was mine, but to a rumor, the whispers of Jr. High. And I want you to know that you are that friend and I want you back in the worst way, but I’m to ashamed to say it to your face. Because I miss you, but I don’t think you miss me. And that scares me, you were my everything, my leaning post, even though you could be bossy, I still love you and I always will regardless how you feel for me