Hidden Memories

Pictures are all put away
Things that reminded me of you gone
Memories in my mind never to be released again
Pieces of my shattered heart everywhere

I don't know if I should love you
I don't know if I should run away
My mind is torn between my dreams and you
My soul is lost and confused

I see you around
When I look at you I see pain and sorrow
Tears form in my eyes but I force them back
Friends are the only people that I can depend on

Heart back together
Mind in one place
Soul found and happy to be alive
Depression days are gone

Looking around my room Only to find the memories we had
The pictures that I put away, uncovered
Things found that, reminded me about what we once had

Thoughts of suicide comes back
All the old feelings return to my heart
Then I realize that I choose a different path
A path that would be better lived as us friends

I hide the pictures once more
And shove everything under my bed only to have hidden memories.

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