Eternal Burning

*mad at my mum, dont freak out*

Just one more cut...
My last time...
Ill bleed out everything,
I hold inside.

I want nothing left,
nothing much to lose.
My life is worthless,
can you read my bruise?

Hitting and screaming,
worthless cries.
My tears have fallen,
for the last time.

This s hit is pointless,
nothing worth it is left.
This is my last cut,
this is my last breath.

Handfull of pills,
needle and syringe.
Look what youve done to me,
you selfish B.i.t.c.h.!

Torn me up,
weighted your problems on me too.
I was just a child.
What made you think I could hold the weight of you?

So Daddys mean?
It wasnt only directed to you.
Your children suffered,
but you helped Daddy there too.

The cursed words,
that came in your voice.
I was forced to live my days sober,
but you had the choice.

I saw you party,
I saw you fall.
I saw the holes,
covering the walls.

Daddy hits hard,
but your words stung.
The frightful pain,
in my mind is still hung.

Ill never forget,
I cannot forgive,
That S.h.i.t.t.y. life,
you made me live!

Now you say youre strong,
that it was all YOU!
Well youre wrong you f.u.c.k.i.n.g. b.i.t.c.h.!
I suffered MORE than YOU!

I was a child,
broken and beaten down.
Left alone in the dark.
Coverd and bloody on the ground.

Now my scars tell me,
my past will haunt me more.
So stop complaing about your life,
you stupid f.u.c.k.i.n.g. W.h.o.r.e.!

Your dad didnt believe,
what your mother did to you...
But they both didnt get together,
and threaten their lives and pour their souls to you...

I held the weight,
of your problems and Dads
I knew all your secrets,
every one you ever had.

So tell me now,
Answer me this
Why did you say I do
and share that binding kiss?

If you never loved him.
why did you share the two hoops?
You made three children suffer...
What the F.u.c.k. did we do to you?

I see your tears fall,
but they dont mean a thing.
Your thoughts and your feelings,
seem so surreal and fake.

Im a cold and heart-less person,
its all because of you.
You abandoned your own flesh and blood...
now we abandon you.

Alone and cold.
In the dark.
We dont hear you cry,
we dont listen to your hark.

Youre alone,
beaten and worn down.
Im glad the tables turned..
Even if Im 6 feet underground.

My soul is dead.
My heart was never born.
But I dont have to listen to your fights.
or wake up to a suicidal morn.

Im done with it all.
I hope you found for what you were searching.
cause now Im in Hell,
waiting for you, and the enternal burning...