When you look at her

When you look at her you
see happiness
her world filled with color
life and joy

always smiling
laughing the center of attention

But really she's dieing inside
she can't stand the pain

When she's in a room
with lots of people is when she
is lonely the most

when she's laughing
she is quietly screaming inside

when she smiles she tries to hold back the tears

she's sick of trying
tired of crying
is it worth dieing?

when you look at her.. would you ever think she feels this way?