I know its tough to be you,
When all you have been through,
Are things that you now hide,
You sit in that place hoping never to remember,
Hoping that those memories will never return,
Using alcohol to subdue what really wants to come,
But when those memories overflow you,
And emotions seem to hard to control,
You pick up that razor to help keep everything under control,
In reality you're just hurting yourself more then you realize,
And I know that you can't help it,
Its just feels good,
But I just wish that for one second I can make you happy,
Just for you,
But I realize that cannot be,
That one thing I so wish to give,
Cannot be given because it would hurt another,
I know I have said sorry so many times,
But there is one last word that I must say,
Is that I am sorry I cannot make you happy,
But I will be their to try and help save those tears,
That come from you.
