My Baby

People told me about abortion
but to me that was not an option
there was also no way
i would put my baby up for adoption

i said this baby is a blessing
no matter how it got here
but for my life that i will give up
i will not cry a tear

i was just a baby myself
just 14 years old
i never did listen
to what i had been told

all my consequences
i was ready to attack
i even forgot to cry
about the boy i wanted back

but then my baby died
only four months along
i still cant believe
that my baby is gone

i never got to feel my babys touch
i never got to look into his or her eyes
i never got to stay up all night
listening to my childs cries

so now i sit and feel empty
its almost been three years
i wish that my baby was here
so i wouldnt cry these tears