I'm Sorry About the Other Night

I’m sorry about the other night
I did something really dumb
It's a really bad habit
Something I used to do when I was numb

I’m sorry about the other night
I was in a lot of pain
I wish you didn’t have to see that
I thought I had nothing to gain

I’m sorry about the other night
I know that you were scared
But when I cried and said I loved you
My heart and soul was bared

I’m sorry about the other night
But I'm glad you didn't come too late
Because eight years ago around that day
I told my mom about the rape

I’m sorry about the other night
But he took almost all I had to give
Then later I gave all I had left to you
Then you left, I didn't want to live

I’m sorry about the other night
Because now they are talking smack
I’m sorry that I hurt myself
Because now I won’t be getting you back

I’m sorry about the other night
I’m sorry that you don’t love me
I’m sorry that I can’t forget you
I’m sorry you think were not meant to be