My Suicide

Bound to this world,
By shackles of pain.
Shattered inside,
No longer sane.

My arms have become numb,
And so has my heart,
As I lay here inside,
Singing a lone hum.

Passerby just stop and stare,
Wondering what to do.
I'm too lost to be saved,
No longer able to pull through.

Love,
Generosity,
These words no longer make sense to me.
Lost long ago amongst my grief,
My teenage life will be oh so brief.

The razor swung down,
Slicing my skin.
No longer a cry,
A scream from within.

Lost,
Found,
That doesn't apply.
For as I stare at crimson blood,
My time left passes by.

With a tainted smile, you see,
I realize,
That this is the last breath for me.
If only you had noticed,
If only you had cared.
If only you took the love that I had shared.

I was waking up to skies so gray,
Needing you to brighten up my day.

Now it's getting hard to breath,
Getting hard to speak,
I'm not too sure anymore,
What's going on with me.
Please give me the chance for your love one more time,
But it's too late,
The last exhale is mine.