Why?

Bottled up inside
The pain that i hold
Filled with hurt
Feeling so cold

I\'m stuck again
with no where to turn
everything i do
just crashes and burns

I lost everything
Jessica too
I feel so hopeless
not knowing what to do

I\'m so confused
all i can do is cry
i don\'t know why they hate me
thats the question, why

even my sister
has turned on me
what to do
run Kristi, flee!

I\'m ending up
depressed again
wanting to die
just cant fit in