Help Me

All i did was take the drug to kill the pain,
so why does everything hurt more?
I'm drifting in and out of life,
and I'm making the decision now.

my head throbs on with pain,
and i feel like I'm going to puke.
i wish i just would to get rid of it,
but maybe its there to haunt me.

please understand why i did it,
if you don't I'll try and explain.
you've got to stay by my side,
because your the only one who hasn't given up on me.