I feel like s_hit,
Why is life like this?
Everything's a hassle,
It's the old life that I miss!
Why did all this have to happen to me?
My life was going so well,
I was so joyful and free,
I had no problems to tell!
But time has moved on,
And I can't go back.
I guess I'll have to keep dragging on,
Hoping to find the strength that I lack!
Things changed so quickly
Unexpectedly the happiness blew,
The smiles soon faded,
And darkness rapidly grew.
Three years on, nothing has changed,
The darkness too, still remains.
No smiles have grown on any faces,
My madness has still not been tamed.
All I crave is to go back to before,
Before the tears,
And before all the lies,
Before all screams and all of the cries.
Each day is a constant struggle,
But I guess I'm getting good, at putting on a face.
Each day, a different emotion,
I can't just take this at my own pace.
Maybe one day, everything will be different,
Maybe one day I will smile, no more tears.
And this time it won't be a false emotion,
It will finally be real, after all these years.
