The Pain Of Losing You

Your face haunts my mind
In the darkest hours of the night
Toby I can't seem to look at the spot where you layed
Without tears coming to my eyes
Your lifeless body is like a nightmare I cant run from
It haunts me all the time
Sometimes I wish I'd die
some times I wish I'd fly
Another part of me just wishes I'd be fine
I long to feel your warmth lie next to me
As you pant on my face
I long to pet your soft fur
As your tail wags so softly
My heart aches for you so much it hurts
Its like a fist squeezing it tightly
Blood pouring out beat by beat
At nights when I close my eyes
Your face is the first thing that comes to sight
And so then I toss and turn
Wishing that none of this would have come true
I cryed last night
Feeling the feel of that awful day
The day I woke up and you were no longer OK
The room I couldn't face the whole day
I had to go and cry myself to sleep
From far away to ease the pain
When I woke up it all was still the same
And still to this day it has never changed
I cryed tears of pain
Some times I feel your presence next to me
After the lights have gone out
It puts a smile on my face
To know your still here with me spiritedly
But it doesn't take away the pain
This pain I feel each passing day.