Losing

So I'm stuck here in this head
lost and cold and almost dead
nothing warm runs through my veins
Pictures of trust never gained

Ive waited so long to say to you
the things i thought you always knew
where have i gone it is so cold
we don't grow to know more, just grow old

time and time again Ive tried
to wipe your memory from my mind
but inside me it does stay
still you haunt me from far away

we all gain memories in our time
but so many things are left behind
and even though we'll always care
the things we left are barely there