Why Me! (rape)

I stood outside and it was late
I never expected that I would be raped.
I asked my mom, can I go to a party?
dont worry im responsible, and ill stay with Christopher and Marty
well I better go
so I can join in
Ill see ya later,
drugs alchohol?dont worry mom I wont give in

So we drove away
and got to the house
and yes I did drink
and spilled it on my blouse

A man asked me to dance
and I felt so sober
I could keep my stance
someone yelled, "Man just hold her!"
He took me outside
and I couldnt see
then I felt warmth
on top of me

but I couldnt push him off
I was too weak
I cried out "Stop!"
but he wouldnt leave

Suddenly I wake up
on a hospital bed
the doctor said "Its a miracle that youre not dead"

my mom was beside me
and started to cry
she whispered softly
"My princess almost died"

But I tried to get up and I couldnt feel my feet
then she told me I was paralyzed
and still too weak
I cried beside her
and I hated myself
I wish this was a dream
I cried out to God
Why, why me!

I stood outside and it was late
I dont wanna remember the time I was raped.

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