I loved you.

I loved being with you on the phone until all hours of the night. knowing that i was the only girl on your mind. i loved the sound of your voice, like you whispering into my ear. i somehow felt your touch, even though you weren\\\'t here. i loved the words you spoke to me, i took every word to heart. but when you left me that night, it felt like a thousand stabbing darts.i love the look in your eyes, when you know that you did something wrong. i loved your hand in mine, as you told me that i was the one. i lived and breathed every word that you spoke. you tore me apart. and now somehow i wish that you would choke. choke on every word that you spoke that was a lie. every word that made me cry. i loved just being with you, and now your gone. i miss being near you, and now our relationship is done. she came into your life as you slowly pushed me away. i cant believe what you have done, i still haven\\\'t felt the same. it drives me crazy to think about you. knowing that i once had you. i lived being held in your arms, i felt so content and safe. i loved the sparkle in your eyes, you never once drove me away, you always kept me by your side. i loved the times that we shared, and i always will. i hope that what you are going through, wont last to long. i hope that you wake up and see that your the only one for me. but until you do, I\\\'ll be here waiting for you.