Tonight Im Going

Tonight I'm going
so ill fill the bath up to the rim
close my eyes and hold my breath
Go under with black eyes and bleeding wrists
Breathing again under this red water
Its so easy when your not alive

Tonight I'm going
So ill climb the stairs so way up high
7th floor, 11th floor, 25th floor
This should be high enough
Closing my eyes, yet I'm emotionless
Flying away, I'm coming to you tonight

Tonight I'm going
Ive written my suicide note
Pinned it on the wall
Deep slashes all up my wrist
Rip them open it don't hurt no more
Close my eyes this worlds blacking out

Tonight I'm going
Pills leaked all over the table
Alcohol all out ready for tonight
one pill, two pill, three pill more
There all gone now inside me
Slowing I'm consuming them, the worlds going away

Tonight I'm going
Slumped on the bathroom floor
Lock the door no one can stop me
Silent screams and pleads
Drinking the bleach away
Burning my inside.

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