A Friendship With a Will

You were my best friend
Through thick and through thin
We'd play checkers everyday
And already decide who'll win

But then I realized
That those year have passed
Those years turned into memories
Memories meant to last

Now you are the popular guy
And I am just the jerk
You became the homecoming man
While I just went beserk

Why did you leave me
Why did you leave me to kill
The only bond that we did have
was a friendship with a will

But then those memories
Come ramming into my brain
It rammed so hard and hit me
So that I became insane

Now I realize I love you
And not just as a friend
Just when I had a chance to tell
Your life just had to end

I didn't know
How much you cared for me
Until I found your will
And the tears wouldn't let me see

You confessed in your letter
That you had loved me all along
You killed yourself when you had heard
My feelings weren't yours to belong

At first, I went crazy
Wondering what he meant
Cause he had my heart
Right there and right then

70 years later
I visit your grave
I finished off school and married
My fingers outlined your name

After all these years
I finally understand
That sentence in your will
Channeled all the feelings you had

I had restricted
My feelings in my soul
So they would not get hurt
So they wouldn't be controlled

I thank to God above
For making me realize
That I should open up my heart
And open up my eyes

Thank you my love
For being my best friend
Thank you just for being
And now for me its the end