You Never Really Knew

I just don't understand

I have so many questions but no replies

This ache for you is so deep

It won't stop and I can't sleep

Wondering why I am not enough

And why this has to be so tough

Can't you see I need you here

But for you I won't shed a tear

I gave you the chance to see

Who I have become and what is really me

Because of you I tried to take my life

I couldn't win and there sat the knife

Now I can see it isn't me at all

But you were the reason for my fall

This time will it be to late before you turn around

And see your baby girl upon the ground

I will show you I am better than you will ever be

You have missed the real me

I won't turn around to look for you

You missed your chance and you never really knew

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