Not ment to be

Everything is out
I told you about my feelings
You answered unexpectedly
I didn't see it coming

Last night you had me thinking you felt the same
I must be crazy
How could I have ever thought
That you and me could ever be?

Everything is so complicated
I wish I could just leave
Let you be happy
How could I have been so naïve?

A part of me is free
Now I know the truth
You don't see in me
What I see in you

The looks you gave me
I've never before mentioned
Were you just trying to be nice
Was it all just pretend

This hasn't crushed me
I'm not yet broken
I'll be just fine in time
Ready to be me again

I love you as a friend
I wont go anywhere
I wish you happiness
You'll be in my prayers

I'm sorry for my feelings
I wish I could say I didn't mean it
I just wish I could be the one to make you happy
But it just wouldn't fit

It wasn't ment to be
That just tells me to open my eyes
He could be anywhere
That would be wise

These tears you see
I'll wipe away myself
I can handle it
Like everything else

I've held up for years
This is just a drill
I thought it might end
I guess that's the thrill

You never know what could happen
Live life as it comes
Dive right in
Take that first plunge