I'm trying to let u in,
I'm trying to find the love i need,
but all my fears are getting in the way,
I'm trying to swerve around them,
but i get stuck once in a awhile and pull my self out,
i want happiness,
i don't wanna be afraid of what i don't know,
let me be,
let me explore,
fear stop ruining my life,
tho there is battle going on in my head,
i will smile like there is nothing wrong,
I'll live like I'm fine,
like my insides aren't being torn apart,
I'll fight my hardest for u
