Time Spin

Lost with no way out of,
The tangles and turns made so far.
Depending on the senses, surroundings,
To make time work to the minute.
Ticking to the second,
Time has gone so fast.

Spinning in an unknown mess,
Years and years of hate passing by.
Memories and times I want to forget,
Mixed with the smiles that I saw.
Frowns will be forgotten,
Remember me forever.

Whirl of colours and different beings,
From all walks of life.
Standing in this place, looking
How far I have come.
I have grown tall upon my fears,
I haven't let them walk over me.

Learnt right from wrong,
I have a place to be; I belong.
Stomach sick of going back,
I can't face that devil again.
Quick light from darkness,
Taking control over the feelings.

Dead end, my time is up,
I have done everything to save me.
Fixed in my mind, a picture so new,
Nothing can be repeated again.
Started off with a kiss,
Ended with a cut of the knife.