Life is Too Short

"Why would you want to commit suicide
If life is too short already?"
-from a friend

15 years, Tuesday Afternoon
tired from so much swimming
and we back where we started
but now hes got something to say.

Words he said as just a kid
How so wise when so young
but maybe hes just too naive
though of course aren't we all
when i can't stop loving his smile.

So stop wasting your time
thinking about ways of dying
when life's too short already
you only got 100 years or less
One day all souls will understand
so don't break this hour glass
when its still shedding the sand.

Even if i was raised from hypocrites
at least this bottle in my fist
is just water..i think.
He says he'll never get drunk
because of the shame of a father
But i can never stay sober
just thinking of those lying eyes.

So stop wasting all your time
thinking about ways of dying
when life's too short already
you only got 100 years or less
One day all souls will understand
so don't break this hour glass
when its still shedding the sand.

~thx for reading but I'm not sure if its finished yet but I'll update it in a bit but u can still comment if u like it:)~