ToCloseToLetGo

5 months since i've seen her, 7 left to go.
We started out as friends but how love draws you closer, like a moth to the flame but i didn't burn i truned cold that day she said,"see you next year baby, i love you".
I close my eyes just to get a glimps of her, but to scared to open them again being scared to lose her when i open my eyes. I'm a boy to scared to cry tears that fall in dust of people not understanding the language that cant be taught.The language that makes grown men weep, and young ones preachers.
Close your eyes my child you cant bear this heavy load. but Father i love them, to the cross i will go and on it i will hang. I love them Father, i love them to much to let them do it on their own. One chance to do it, to make it work. Give faith to the make believer and truth the unbeliever.
7 months Tia, 7 for you i will go my love.