Very nice.... i found this was a very touching poem, i liked it alot.
The meaning i think is more personal to you cos i'm kinda not sure how to take it... but i really don't think that's a bad thing. What you write is personal to you, if it means nothing to you it doesn't mean anything to anyone else.....
I'm gonna read more of your poems now cos i think you have a talent and a way with words....