Am I Pretty Now?

I'm sorry that I let you down
I broke your heart again
Everything that stops will change
And never be the same
You could've gotten so much more
But you settled just for me
A tidal wave of problems
We would never set them free

You slipped away somehow
Am I pretty now?

It doesn't seem to bad this time
I'm slowly letting go
But a part of me still cries at night
The hope inside runs low
I don't know why I'm scared inside
Now there's no one here to tell
Your name inscribed in all my books
I dread you'll now repel

You slipped away somehow
Am I pretty now?
We drown in our self pity
To you am I still pretty?