Hate me...

If you ever heard of me,
despise all thats shown,
keep me out of your head,
keep me all alone.

If you ever knew my name,
curse it a thousand ways,
spit upon the letters,
say what you want to say.

If you ever knew me,
say "its you I despise",
attack me with your pain,
tell me to go off and die.

if you ever seen my feelings,
shout out how weak I am,
I'm not worth anyone's time,
I'm not worth a damn.

If you ever see me,
stop to tell me I'm a pathetic waste,
beat me to the ground,
and kick sand in my face.

If you ever see me sad,
tell me to keep having this bad day,
go ahead and laugh at me,
and keep my dark clouds gray.

If you see me crying,
tell me "that's what you get",
slap me across the face,
and leave me with nothing left.

If you ever think of me,
envision me worse than dirt,
wish for my ceaseless pain and sorrow,
make me bleed, make me hurt.

If you're ever angry,
push me to my verge,
curse my life all over,
haunt me with your words.

when you're feeling happy,
you can tear apart my broken wings,
dance on my tear-soaked feathers,
dance on my broken dreams.

please go and hate me,
throw me to the curb,
hate me for all I'm worth,
hate is what I deserve...