Darkness You Left Me

You promised that you would take my hand
and together we would buy some land.
But its too late since we cant go back
which, in the end, is sort of wack.

We were finally going to be free!
Travel around the world and remember what we see.
You would buy things I hope you would keep
but you would sell them for a place to sleep.

I got tired of you thinking of yourself
so I decided to find someone else.
When you saw me leave, you cried stop
but I kept going and said we are not tying the knot.

After I left from all the fears,
I figured I should get out of here.
I was going to a place that I thought was real,
where I found out that I could get healed.

I remember all the times you made me tear
which you've been doing for the past couple of years.
All the times you kept me awake
made me dream of throwing you in a earthquake.

Having to remember all the things I wish to forget
but that moment hasn't happened yet.
When it does I'll be ready
since all I will be doing is forgetting.

I just want to runaway
and keep going day by day.
Running in circles around and around,
hoping never again to hear your nasty sound.

I'll go stand in a long line
and try to get you out of my mind.
I want to keep going and be strong
but it can never happen because you turn me on.

You just wanted me to be of some use,
and you wish I would stay with you.
Wishing that you would be with me,
you always hoped of creating happy memories.

I plan to forget the features on your face
but can never do while I'm alive on this place.
Pain is all that I feel inside
which makes me hate you when you walk by.

The power of your dark shame
makes me feel everything but pain.
You think I'm with you just to be "in",
but you will never know the one true reason.

I want to go way back in the past
and go at a speed faster than fast.
I want to see all the shooting stars
and forget about all my hidden scars.

You always said that I was your best
but thanks to you, I just want to be put to rest.
I hope you remember the last time I said hi
because it will be the last time I do before I die...