Im The Only One To Blame..

Im feeling very lost
I dont know where to turn
Everyone is shining
But I can seem to glow

I live life day to day
Yet I always feel the same
Everything is my fault
And Im the only one to blame

There are people by my side
Who truly say they care
But how can I believe them
When its them whos never there

I always get my hopes up
When things might go my way
But it only takes a second
Before I realize it wont stay

I just want to be happy
Is that to much to ask
But no one understands me
I mess up every task

I guess im slowly finding
That this life is not for me
And a totally worthless person
Is all Ill ever be...

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