Adam...

You say you want me now and on the inside I'm screaming no
you could have so much better why do you settle for so low

You tell me you love me and of course I have to agree
I love you for everything but why do you settle for me?

You wrap your arms around me and I feel your strength and love
I fit like a hand in your grip i fit you like a glove

But always I am thinking in the back of my sad little head
He could have the world and yet he chooses me alive over dead

You whisper that I'm perfect and I deserve you most of all
But for some reason as you hold me i miss you most of all

Someday will i look back at you and see a distant smile?
Or will i look behind me and see you within that final hour

Till the day I die I will always love you most
Because when everyone else disowned me you became my host

You saved me from myself and for that I'll never forget
about a silly boy and a love struck girl and a wonderful little kiss
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I wrote this for Adam thank you for being my everything...