Alone

You ask me whats wrong
I wish i could say
I wish i could tell you
I guess it's better this way
If you only knew
Who I really am
you might not like me
you might not give a damn
I could Tell you some things
things you'd never want to know
Like that my greatest dream
is to get up and go
To get out of here
And go far away
I wish I could go now
I wish everyday
I don't have the courage
to go on my own
I don't have the guts
to cut to the bone
I wish everyday
For something to take me there
Cancer, a car crash
I really don't care
How do I answer what's wrong
When nothing is right
How do i tell you
I'm losing this fight
This fight with my conscience
Thats keeping me here
This fight with my logic
I have become my worst fear
I am afraid I can't take it
Afraid I will crack
Afraid i will go one day
And never come back
I wish I could tell you
I can't make it on my own
I wish i could tell you
I don't want to feel so alone.