Things left unsaid

Some people regret having that one drink
People regret doing things before they think
Others regret waking up in someone else's bed
I regret not saying what i should have said

I don't walk around every day
Thinking of what all i want to say
I don't think that it will be our last meet
How would i know that it's your last heartbeat?

And with every last breath, theres one more thought
And one more thought leads to another i forgot
And there's not enough time in this world
To say everything inside this girl

So what do you really know?
Do you know everything i never said after you decided to go?
No you don't, and that kills me bad
Because I'm living the life you never had

I'm thinking the things i never said
I'm living while you're freaking dead
I'm speaking the words that you should hear
I'm seeing you everywhere in a place so unclear

A prayer to god isn't good enough
Words on a paper can't be all that tough
Alls i need in this lonely place
Is to be beside you, face to face

A flower on your grave is the only way
To show you i love you, that's ALL i can say
And now I'm losing things i care about
Now I'm living with so much doubt

I question my reasons of living everyday
My friends are the only ones who know what to say
I want a mother, need i say more?
But i want the things i had before

I'm only 15, and now for the rest of my life
I have to deal with the pain that cuts like a knife
Cemetery drives and mementos placed on your stone
Gives me chills down to the bone

Only the good die young, but you were the best
That song gives me a pain in my chest
There's nothing left i can do
To make you realize i still love you

I miss you so much and i don't know what to do
To let you know what i still think about you
And now I'm left with memories in my head
And the words that were left unsaid