What to do

I've been wondering
what to do
i don't feel happy
i don't feel safe
i feel uneasy
i feel like crap
i hate these feelings
i mean i
thought it would be ok to date again
i was wrong
i miss him more than anything
I'm not ready to love someone new
i don't want to hurt anyone
but I'm miserable
and i have no clue
what to do about this
this all seems unfair
why am i
the one who has to feel this way
why cant take
it anymore
i cried for the first
time in a long time
and i couldn't stop
it was like
my body just gave in
I'm so tired
I'm not tired anymore
i don't find joy in most things
i love hanging out with my friends
but I'm always
thinking about
what to do
and my conclusion is this
i just don't know
when i figure it out ill let u know