I lay away at night
Just thinking of that fight
Whatever went wrong?
It's like an ongoing song
My tears flow like a river to a sea
My smile hides who I used to be
We fight each day
Till we lose our way
Then never talk for a few days
I start to cry
Always wishing to die
But I fight that fear
Of you being near
And what will come again
I will come around once you say when!