I sometimes hate you. I sometimes love you

I sometimes hate you
When I think of how you neglected and abandoned me
You broke all of your promises
You just left and let me be.

I sometimes love you
Whenever I hear your voice my heart still does flip flops
Whenever I hear you laugh
I wish you'd never stop.

I sometimes hate you
You don't seem to care how I feel
You let others influence you on what should be real.

I sometimes love you
You encouraged me to be my best
You had once lifted me up higher than the rest.

I sometimes hate you
You dropped me and watched as I hit the ground
When I looked up...
You were no where to be found.

I sometimes love and hate you
You made me laugh out loud
You were also the very same one
who had let me down.