I know I have found true love!!

It sucks to sit here all alone,
and not be able to talk to you on the phone,
it sucks to know that your there, and not here,
and that you breaking my heart is my greatest fear.
It sucks to not be able to tell you exactly how I feel.
because there are so many remarks in my heart i need to spill.
I feel like when I am not with you, or listening to you voice,
that my heart feels weak, and I wish I had a choice,
the choice that I could live with you now, and say "I do" tomorrow,
and know that you really want my heart, and its not something you just want to borrow.
I wish I could lay next to you in a bed every night.
And when I woke up, your cute face, the first thing in my sight.
I wish we could go to the beach and look up at the stars,
and we could take long road trips, and sleep in back-seats of cars.
I wish we could fly to Hawaii, and bathe together in the sun,
I know that whatever we do, you are always so much fun.
As I am writing this, you are telling me horrible news.
That you are leaving me, and you are going to move.
that is the worst thing my ears could ever hear, and my tears could ever fall for.
But no matter where you go or what happens, our love I will always adore.
I am making you a promise, that I will be with you until the day I die.
No matter how far away you go, or how many times we cry.
The most scary part about it, is if you will find another girl.
One that is better than me, and then she becomes your world.
I want you to know, that you are my everything, and I will always love you,
And you will always bring me happiness in everything you do.
Promise me you'll stay with me until the day you die.
And tell me that you love me, without having to lie.

~My name is Casey, and I am in a really bad situation, my boyfriend and I have been going out for 1 year and 3 months, and he is moving in April, and I feel so bad, I just want to go die, and then after he tells me that news, he tells me that his parents think we are getting to close, and now we can't talk to each other again until December 1st. And that is going to be really hard for me, because I am used to talking to him like 6 hours a day, and he lives on my street, and I can't see him or talk to him or anything, I really am getting depressed, because I love him more than anyone will ever know. If you have advice, please leave a comment. Thanks for everything.~