One Last Breath

Surrounded by people yet so alone
loved by many, but hated by own

ditsy, maniacal, preposterous witch
sick of it all, life shall I ditch

turning to evil, faded to bad
sick and tired of being so sad

ready to give it all away
praying tomorrow is a better day

alcohol, bulimic, ditching school
I have finally become a complete fool

so many friends, so many guys
so many times, so many goodbyes

so much to think about, so little time
no money left, not even a dime

so many things left unsaid
to the one boy who has been mislead

he does not know how I feel
he does not know what we had was real

I was going to tell him everything
how badly from him I wanted a ring

that day never did come
that hurricane unfortunately won

my wish is to see him one last day
so I can tell him everything I need to say

just one last touch, one last breath
spent together before our death