Her

Have you ever felt such a feeling of pain,
That nothing makes sence and drives you insane?
I have, and I feel it everyday,
There is no positives in feeling this way,
But I do and I cannot control the feelings,
And I feel these scars arent healing.
The older I grow, the worse it gets,
And I will never get stronger I bet.
Meeting that girl was both the best thing ever and the worst as well,
See she made me smile but put me through hell.
There was never anything bad said,
It was all good instead.
But the nicer she was the more hurt I got,
Because she will never like me back no matter what.
There was a time,
Where she was mine.
Six months or so,
I regret those times though,
Never a thing, not even a kiss,
And I regret it so bad its bought me to this.
Whenever I was sad,
Feeling low or mad.
She would just tell me it would be okay,
I dont know why, but that always made my day.
Some people tell stories,
Whether funny or gorie.
They could go on for ages,
Go through many different stages.
But no matter how long,
How interesting or strong,
They could not compare,
To the way she cares.
Just her saying hi,
Would make my heart fly.
Now its all gone,
I wish I was never born.
Its been a while since it all ended,
She did nothing wrong, but I am offended.
She gave me the world,
All the power from a girl,
But now it has been stripped,
Only sadness drips.
I think of her every night,
And those thoughts become fights.
I wish so much she would just tell me again,
That she feels the same as she did back then.
My thoughts surround her,
My world surrounds her,
My everything is about her,
I just wish I was hers,
And she could me mine,
Because if that day comes,
I will finally be fine.