Still remaining

I find myself crying just thinking of you, and how far you are from me,
My mind disconnected from real life, so distant from where it should be,
I hurt when I see you and ache when I don't; there is no way I can win,
Staring into nothing I see your face and feel like I'm committing a sin.
Separation never hurt so badly, but I doubt love ever felt this strong.
You don't seem to want me in your life but I hope I got this wrong.
And I know I have to let go of you but I am in love way too deep,
But that's too hard at the moment; the path to closure is too steep.
At the moment I feel defeated I loved you and now you are gone,
Blanked spaces left in my life, my heart is completely torn.
Your absence from my world has thrown it all apart,
You are missing from my world but still remaining in my heart.