My New Dad

You laugh at her at my friend,
You don't realise she might put her life to an end
The fact is we are all the same
Thats right, i'm just as sane

To you cutting is a joke
But look at yourself, your just some low life bloke
You will never understand,
That is why you are a man

To my friends it is a loss or death,
But for me life in general is one big mess
Im sick of wishing to die
Im sick of breaking down to have a cry

You're the reason of my sadness
The cause behind my madness
Open you're eye's and see the scars
Or is your head too far up in the stars?

I just want to be normal,
I don't want to have scars at my formal
But its too late now,
You're right I am just some stupid cow

Im sick of having to tell you lie s,
But your anger shrinks me in size
If you knew, you'd surely kick me out
But what does your opinion really count

I hate you; you try to hold my life in your fist,
But you've had no control over the scars on my wrist
So what if your engaged to my mother
You can't replace yourself with what Ive never really had; you will never be my father