What Am I To You

What am i to think
When you don't share how you feel
How am i to know
If what we have is real

You kiss me and hold me
Only when it's right for you
I just keep getting hurt
So what am i to do

I've liked you for so long
Never giving up on this
You used to show affection
Thats what i really miss

Why can't we make it work
Time is all i need
Give the feelings a chance to grow
Just let me plant the seed

We've shared so many nights
Together in your bed
Even when I'm alone
You're still inside my head

You say you don't want a g/f
Then what am i to you
Just some sex on the side
Cause that's all we seem to do

I can't stand this anymore
You're driving me insane
How can i show happiness
When all i feel is pain

I need to know the truth
About what you feel for me
Cause we're going round in circles
And i can hardly see

My head is such a mess
Why can't you just set it straight
It's tearing me apart
I can no longer wait

So i ask once more
What am i to you
Tell me the honest truth
If that's possible to do

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