Fake Smiles&Hidden Tears

Fake smiles,
Hidden tears.
No one knew
What went on for a year.

We seemed ok,
It was fake.
I wanna go back
But now it's too late.

It's all my fault,
That's what they say.
I'm sick of always
Taking the blame.

You did nothing wrong,
You're so right?
Why should I cry over
You every night?

I remember your words,
They seemed so true.
I can't believe I was
Stupid enough to trust you.

You changed so much,
You're not the same.
Thoughts of you
Drive me insane.

I hate who you are,
But I loved you before.
I don't wanna think
About you anymore.

Iâ??m sick of this feeling,
Feeling of doubt.
Should I have waited,
Before I got out?

Too much to handle,
I can't take the pain.
I saw you yesterday,
You're not the same

The look in your eye,
One I've never seen.
It wasn't you,
You looked so mean.

I expected it to be different,
For you to be sad.
But by your expression,
I knew you were mad.

Were you mad because I didn't cry?
Or was it because I didn't care?
You didn't either,
So it wouldn't be fair.

I wish this was easy,
Why did you have to say I love you?
I made a huge mistake.
I believed it was true.