They say i can't call you
can't talk to you when i'm home
how could they do this to me
they've done it before
they say i've brought it upon myself
kinda like they're calling me a w h * r e
i don't want to be here
my life is worthless
my scars are reapearing
my blood is slowly thinning
my body is slowly dieing
but they could care less
they say that they love me
but please tell me this
if they love me why can't i do things?
if they love me why can't they let me love?
if they only knew my little secrets
and if they only knew what i told them were lies
they say i can't call you
can't talk to you when i'm home
they are tearing apart my life
body and soul
