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by w!th0utyou Nov 18, 2005 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
I\'m just like you dad bottle everything up inside i don\'t want to talk about it i wouldn\'t show my frustration the blade hurt me but your friend hurt me more left darker marks then the thin bloody trails \"what your doing is stupid, your a stupid little girl, so what should i expect?\" i\'m your daughter mom the one your supost to love! why didn\'t you believe me mom when i told you at first why didn\'t you believe me mom cause now all i feel is his touch my body shakes and trembles i\'m in so much fear my body is getting weaker i\'ll just drink one more beer i\'m turning to drugs not the brightest idea mom, you watch me fall your supost to help me up dad, you turn your back and abandon me i\'m your daughter for crying out loud i\'m the one your supost to love! someone please help me he is doing it again get his dirty hands away from me someones at the door yelling at me to let him in i don\'t want to cause i know you\'ll hurt me again you\'ve ruined my life you\'ve made it so hard look at these scars and the bloody marks you told me you\'d never hurt me but that was one big fat lie you told me that you\'d love me till the day that i die but something is wrong with this picture you see your the adult, i\'m the child not yet a teen i tell you i hate you and i\'ll kill myself your reply is \"no don\'t i love you to much\" your a sick minded pervert who has no life at all you took my happy days and threw them all away they tell me to forget you ask for forgiveness they didn\'t have any evidence so you got let off your out roaming this town trying to find me to bring me down you took the inner child in me i don\'t want this life, just set me free i\'m just like you dad bottle it all up why didn\'t u believe me mom i told you the truth why did you just stand there dad when i took the fall?