I want and you think

I just want to crawl up and die
i want to let go and fall

you think i'm happy but i'm not
you believe you know me but you don't

i just want to fall through the cracks of life
i want to scream and tell you why

you think i can talk to you
you believe that i'm ok

i hate not being me
i hate that i can't voice what i feel

i hate me